love?
10:42 p.m.

Dear dear,

so you told me you loved me, alright. I've never been loved, and I don't know that I love you, but I say it because I care and I couldn't live with hurting you. Does that make it love? Or does it simply keep me from feeling awful? I don't know how to feel about you, I don't even believe you feel this way about me. It's just me. Nothing to be adored. I can't be in a relationship, I can't handle this and I can't handle you, you're too amazing and firey and what if I mess up? And we were never to speak again? That would be wretched, and I'd be heart broken. I care for you, the end?

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