the worst of the worst
8:22 p.m.

anonymous letters are cruel

is this the same girl from the same school?

could this rhyme induce more vomit than drool?

i don't know if this is feigning or real

about now in the present, what should i feel?

are you the one causing pain and strife?

are you the beacon looking for a light in your life?

i'll stop that badness, that terrible scheme.

i've been writing other petty entries with some

replies good, some quite mean.

all i want to say is this.

i have a valiant princess with an e

who deserves more than a kiss:

she deserves if she wants

to never pick up the phone, to be left totally alone, and to not have me croon and swoon like such a fucking buffoon.

but if she'd have me

i'd like to send a more poignant letter

find out what we lost and couldn't retrace

step this up and back together.

if none of these descriptions

fits the grounded brown-haired you

then i'll shut my damn mouth

and get someone else to hold onto.

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