to "him," one last time
9:22 p.m.

that night...

we did so much, didn't we? even if it didn't matter, it mattered in my heart. who would think so much fun was possible in a few hours?

i heard that song today.. the middle.. it's us, you know. it is.

hey, it's only in your head you feel left out and looked down on..just try your best, try all you can, don't worry what they tell themselves when you go away..

everything will be just fine..

doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.

even if she never forgives me for what i did, i get to be with you. not forever, because forever's a big word....but then i found a 5 leaf clover when i asked for a 4 leaf clover, as a sign that we'd be together for a while. is this extra luck?

who knows, but who cares. we're having fun, who cares about all that crap we all have to go through.

i like you. it just takes some time.....

i'd like to say i love you, but that's a big word too... she hates me, but we're all hated. we're all hated, and fortunately, we're also all loved by somebody.

i can't wait to see you again.

~spaz~

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