for the third time, it's over
11:34 p.m.

'p'

i think we both know it's over, again. it's not going to work, and we're just disillusioning ourselves if we stay. the way you freaked out when i was talking about the guy friend i had gone out with reassured me. yes, i have friends that have penises. that doesn't mean i want them or like them. if you cannot handle this, then it's too bad. i don't want to put up with it.

and even if you say we can make it work, i will refuse you. because i kissed another boy tonight. and i think that him and i have potential. he already makes me feel very special. and it's good.

i'm sorry 'p'. i loved you, and part of me still does, in a way. but i think we're permanently through now.

-j-

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