"i want u to want me"
3:34 p.m.

i am falling for u. i really don't know why this happens all the time. i become infatuated with the wrong person. it's either someone who i don't know, someone who i can't tell, someone already taken, or a good friend. u are an excellent friend. and if i dared to tell u how i feel, it may ruin everything. and if by some rare chance u felt the same way, i don't know if it would be smart to take the next step. b/c friendships tend to last longer and stay stronger than relationships. and i'm not sure if i would be ready for a relationship...a kind that i've never ventured into before. and there would be many struggles involved. and i'm not sure if u even are that way. do u like girls the way i do? or do u like boys? this is the hardship one must go through when one is different from the rest. and therefore many unsent letters are written. and this is one of them.

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