Never hope for anything...
11:24 p.m.

The big shindig is officially over...and I've got to say I was disappointed- bad. Everything is screwed up. FUCK. What a tedious & pointless time this will be. Is someone punishing me for something??? If they are, I'm terribly sorry. Did I do something horribly indecent? Is this some kind of sick joke?

It always happens...I get my hopes up, and they get shot down...I've learned something. Never hope for anything, and you will never be disappointed. It's safer and more predictable.

Make it like it was last year. I hate change. With a passion.

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