to you
9:41 p.m.

to you

you know who you are and i don't know why i'm wasting my time on you. i should move on because you won't say yes no matter how much i pray that you will and go with me you won't answer the way i want you to and that sucks, but i'm going to have to deal with it and move on. you don't realize what you do to people out of everyone i know you're the biggest tease and you don't even realize it because you say that you don't like it when people do that to you but then you turn around and do the same thing to everyone else. i really liked you, i still do but it's not getting me anywhere because i have no idea what's going through your head, i don't know if i want to know. what would i find there? acceptance or rejection? i don't want to think about the answer. we get along but what are you really thinking? do you just talk to me to be nice and do you say things behind my back or do you really want to be friends? i don't understand you, do you understand you? do you even know what you want? oh well i guess i'll never get those answers because you'll never read this besides i don't think you would answer my questions because you're you and you play dumb but you're a genius and people don't even realize it. well i don't really have anything else to say to you at the moment so i'm done.

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