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maybe not this time 11:08 p.m. dear fate/love/cupid/hormones/etc. please stop messing around with my head it hurts too much. dear m you are my friend, i miss you for that. although you do not know about it i apologize for all the obsessing i have done over the past few months. i made you into something that im not sure about. you havent been around for me to check on all of my musings and see if theyre accurate enough. precise even. i convinced myself i loved you, after everyone told me i did. i have wallowed in your absence for far too long. i am making a whole hearted effort to move on this time. and i promise i will. but - if you were ever to come back theres a place for you right next to me. im sure youre the one for me in some world, maybe just not this time around. remember always the space you have here. -rach |
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