Just say Yes
2:39 p.m.

How do I shake you? How do I let it end? Is there a flip of a switch? An operation that would cut that piece of you out of my heart and mind? Would I really want it to happen?

The funny thing is that you know this. You know how much you've affected me. And you don't really mind. A part of you likes it, wants it in fact. Do you want me to hurt? No, I don't really think so. Do you want me to keep the feeling? Yes, I do.

But why? I don't know. It would be so simple for you to turn to me and say it's all ok. Perhaps even that you feel the same way.

But you don't and I don't know why.

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