Searching vs. Openness
7:33 a.m.

Crawling out of my hole. Eyes blinking in the light, limbs cramped and mind numb.

Reaching out, I instinctively grab You. Funny thing is that You are who I was hiding from down there. But it really wasn't You afterall. It was the notion of all of the "yous" that I've lost before and yet for who I continue to search.

And so I will. But not search. No. Searching is never good. I will instead be open. Open is good. Openness gets you ready for the one searching you.

And it might just be You afterall.

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