the things i would say to you if i could
7:57 p.m.

I don't like feeling this way about you. I don't like this sudden dislike that's developed in my heart. I don't like it. But I can't make it stop by myself and you're not helping...no, not in the least.

Just a sign. That's all it would take. A sign that you are as much my friend as I am yours.

I would beg for it if you would just give it to me.

But you're a coward. And you're selfish. And you're too lazy to even pick up a phone when that's all that would have been required of you.

And it breaks my heart that after all of this time I am only now noticing these things.

Pathetic, I know.

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