please don't let it be what I think it is...
10:08 p.m.

I'm so scared... we can't have a baby right now... But if I'm pregnant, that's how it's going to be. I can't take the life of my own child, even if I sort of want to have an abortion. I can't be that selfish. I could never forgive myself for that. At least I have a partner in all this... I just hope that it's enough.

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