me being angry
8:01 p.m.

I'm upset that I'm letting this dominate my life when it never has, before. I'm angry that it's affecting you, too, because you deserve better than to have me as fucked up as I am. I'm sick of feeling like this, and wondering why I do. I'm pissed that I'm like this so often, now, that it's absorbing all of my thoughts. It never used to. And now that people know it's swallowed me whole and sometimes it feels like no amount of Paxil could ever fix it.

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