crashing and burning
2:51 p.m.

I worked for it, I tried so hard and I failed. I have done badly before, but never cut loose totally. You don't understand. No one does. It meant a lot to me. You may say it's not the end of the world, and you may say there'll be other oppertunites, but that doesn't make it fair or just. I deserved to be part of it! Do you know what it feels like to know and think you're good enough, and have the people worse than you beat you? Be the only one left behind? I went home and cried. How could they do this to me? Way back when, they were nothing without me. I just want to quit and never look back...

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