i can't help the feeling
10:46 a.m.

It's always been you. Even in subversion. I've gone to every other website. I've put the desire on girls I've only hugged. I've tried to move it. Tried to move away from this thing. This thing in my body. This hunting thing. This grabbing thing. It hasn't gone. I've gone across the world and back. I've let it go. I've submerged back into it. I've let it go again. I'm riding a low, honey. It's like hiding out from an orgasm. It's like saying, "I can't have an orgasm," just to have an excuse on the table to shut them all up.

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