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Chicago 8:24 a.m. I should tell you the truth about Chicago... That I slept with her, three days after i asked you to spend the rest of your life with me... I was so confused! I had spent most of my life with her. Part of me thought that that would help me to know if I was making the right choice... Now I can't ever tell you. I know you fucked up too. But that's 'cause you left a trail. What I did makes me feel like shit, it also keeps me from fully being able to trust you, 'cause I feel like I can't trust myself. I know it would never happen again. But I still know that it happened at all. The state i was in... So fucking out of it. I had been up on pills for over 4 months... Whatever... I'm sorry. |
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