peachy clean and candy dandy
11:17 p.m.

b.p.

i act like a bitch huh? sorry to say but you freakin deserve it. yes, i actually said that.

hurts, doesnt it?

well try this. try being me. try shutting off all your God damn feelings just so you wont feel all the pain, just so you wont bore anyone with your pain, just so you wont hurt anyone by making it seem like you only care about yourself. try looking at the one that *loved* you as that person flirts with you but runs away like a little puppy when the person even hears the word 'flirt'. try standing around in incredible pain and watching the one that *loved* you do absolutely NOTHING. try watching your ex*beloved* one that was only your best friend before act like they dont know you, dont care about you, dont know you're frickin alive all because you're treating them like you ought to: like your friend. try acting like a supposed BITCH because your supposed *loved* one acts nothing like they want to be friends, or even that they know you. try watching your life crumble to pieces in front of your eyes and all of a sudden realizing no one is there for you in any shape or form. try looking in the eyes of your ex*beloved* one, and seeing

nothing.

even when that person says they felt concern or whatsit.

try it.

try it and see if you would be all peachy clean and candy dandy to me too.

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