Wannabe
2:39 a.m.

You won't let me be myself. Fake is what you've asked for when you require me to be someone I'm not. When truth is punishable, lies become commonplace in order to please you or protect myself. Faking is for people who can't handle their true reality. My reality is dark, cold, frightening, and lonely... being a fake is what gets me by. Would you rather me auto-reply to greetings with "Hello, I'm fine thank you." or have me unload all of my emotions and problems onto you? Ya, so go back to being a fake like everyone else.

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