I wish....
7:22 p.m.

I wish you hadn't told me.

I wish i hadn't heard the words i always thought i wanted to hear. I wish you weren't coming. Don't you see that everything we feel doesn't matter in the end? You will just end up going home, and i will be left here, alone. It sucks. I would rather be unloved than loved and alone. You can't just tell me we are perfect for each other. You can't just say marriage, like it's just a word. It is a bomb. It hurts that i can't be there. I have finally found love, only for it to be out of reach. Like a mocking chimp, it swings over head teasing me.

I wish you hadn't told me.

I wish i didn't love you.

Rachel

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