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What would I do? If I did not have you? 11:20 p.m. i jumped in the river and what did I see? i was on a plane going "home" when I fell asleep listening to Radiohead's Amnesica. Wanting to forget everything. Forget the past. Forget his face. Forget all I worry about. Forget the excutiating pain that comes with love. Forget his words. Forget his smile. Forget who I thought I was. Forget the past. Forget the present. Forget everything. I might be wrong. I might be wrong I woke up with tears streaming down my face. And I could only think about how I did not choose to fall in love him. I do not choose how he makes me feel. I wish I could choose not to be in love with him. And if this plane went tumbling towards the earth it would be alright. Open up, begin again |
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