5:21 p.m.

mk-

i have never felt the way i did around you before. so comfortable. you never made me nervous. your beautiful eyes were sometimes too much they were so perfect. you were the best friend i never really had before- but it never had to be spoken it was automatic i knew what you were thinking. i knew you for so little a time, but it was the happiest i have been in a long time.

so you were pompous and quite the player but i loved you all the same. i loved you for being ridiculously funny and for all the horseplay and for the stupid jokes and for playing wiffle ball at 2 am. i hated that you were too concerned with appearance and abercrombie & fitch and for ever being with that girl lisa.

but i still miss you. you surprised me that night and i dont know if it was a sincere thing or if you were just wanting some action. but i loved the attention. from someone so beautiful. why didnt you tell me that you were leaving for good? i might have thought about it more. or maybe you didnt know that you werent coming back?

will i ever even see you again? is that too much to ask?

i think we really could of had something. now i guess ill never know.

i will still love you even if you dont love me.

-rach

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