maybe this is the last letter i never send.
2:18 a.m.

dear m.k.

f*$%k you for being so charming and beautiful and perfect in every way.

i cared for you and you didnt care. or if you did you never showed it.

i wanted you at last and then you left. and i know youre not coming back. and i know you love another girl.

please get out of my head. my picture of you is so perfect that no one comes close. i cant help but hope that you will be the only one i love.

you might not have broken my heart (completely) yet, i wouldve give it to you anyways.

maybe one day we will meet again - hopefully in this lifetime, and realize how its meant to be.

and i will love you and you might love me.

if the timing was right.

love you always and forever in some way,

r

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