misconceptions abound
10:25 p.m.

you are amazing, in every single way. you can make me laugh, smile and cry all at once. you're perfect, intelligent.. but i'm not what you want.

we grew up together. we're like brother and sister. insperable. a bond no one can understand, except maybe us. but the bond is what kills us. things are awkward. i say something out of character and you laugh uneasily. i think you like my friend. you have a girlfriend. i'm confused.

i don't know anymore, i just don't know.

and tomorrow i will have to see you again, and i am happy and sad and mad and confused all at the same time

and i need to vent, i wish you were here

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