a missed goodbye
12:09 p.m.

i never got to say goodbye before you left. snuck away at the break of dawn, "it's easier this way". i never got to say how much i'd miss you, how many laughs would be missing with you gone. never got to tell you how amazing you are; how i'm so glad to have known you. your little "look" makes me feel happy, even when i know i shouldn't be laughing at it at that particular moment. we never got to promise each other we'd keep in touch. practice for our band next year. still be friends. maybe it was better that you left before the sun came up, because even this is too hard to write. and you're not even here. i'll miss you. goodbye.

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