another thousand years
1:42 a.m.

oh, and one more thing...i can't BELIVE i actually thought i could starve myself and make myself thin in the remote possibility that i could somehow catch your eye. i was willing to do so much, to change so much about me. THAT'S HOW DESPERATE I WAS FOR YOU, THAT I WOULD STOP EATING AND BE A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON!!!! but now i know --- i want friends who want me FOR ME. and i also know that i want someone who will LOVE me for me and not want me to conform to SILLY EXPECTATIONS. in hindsight, my love for you was as shallow as the person you really are. so there.

Christianity is a faith about love.

i am a Christian.

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