at least i can get it out here.
12:29 a.m.

i hate to sound cliche.... but i love you. wait, maybe it only sounds that way cos it's not true. i don't love you, but i want you, i lust after you and want to be held by you. go figure. you had to be the person i didn't have a chance with. i never thought my love of the ironic would affect me so, or at least i pretended i didn't. you showed me god again. reminded me that he wasn't some heartless bastard out to get me and yet i can't have you. did i say he WASN'T a heartless bastard?

I want you. I want you. I want you.

you'll never hear it i guess, but it's nice to admit it. Travis. I want you.

~kris

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