to the man who shouldn't want to marry me
1:50 a.m.

My future husband-

You asked me never to speak of it again, so I'm doing it here where you won't see.

I wish you didn't forgive me. I wish I could be sure that it won't happen again. I hate myself for what I've done. I don't want you to be a victim of my lack of self control anymore. I wish I could make you see that.

I will never look at my palm again without remembering the way it felt as it struck your beautiful face. It's a punishment I deserve...it just isn't punishment enough.

-Your pathetic excuse for a future wife

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